Why Not Forget This?

Lets forget what it is to be like in love,
Lets forget about the chills I get when i feel you around,
Where from I don't understand I got this heart to shove,
Where from you got a hold on me and made me broke to the ground,
My head keeps thinking the ways to keep it real low,
But inside i feel weak you make me wanna bend and bow,
My honesty kills me and i just wanna feel your warmth and kiss,
Tried hard to leave but it keeps coming back and soul asks Why not i forget this.

Cause I'm just more than a fool cause I fall for the soul all so wrong,
Wrong not by actions but by the fate cause she ain't the one for me ever,
My body's shaking i don't like this game I am not made for this song,
Singing it makes me low and i can't stop cause to you i can't say never,
I'm not sure if this is what I'm made for cause hurt is what I have got all my life,
I'm not that cake anyone likes I'm the one they love to cut with a knife,
Surity for the hurt and remorse is all what have been promised to my heart it feel like a hiss,
I feel sick for the walls to taste my blood, still the question is Why Not Forget This?

Its less than the distance I travelled back when I was lost,
But feels like the time has frozen and the Night has stopped,
Its less of the cool here and my charm has lost its frost,
This heart all red turned darker and got my feeling cropped and shopped,
Reality is what for me has gone and fake as hidden,
Feelings for me are dead and smiles are done forbidden,
Daring that fake smile and real grin is what I miss,
I do overthink at time and talk to myself and say chuck it, :Why Not Forget This?: