All Of Sudden

Eyes weren't much worried about the shine it had inside of them,
Denial wasn't any near to the approvals,
Cause I never cared about how others had their condemns,
And them unwanted worries where on removal,
Thinking out loud wasn't a problem back then,
But then there was a change all of sudden,

It came into my life like a  cyclone and I tried to tell it a no,
But it had to happen somehow after the first hit I balanced myself,
Made it clear to be away from girls even no hoes,
Went the road down all alone and made a new self,
I got the real me isolated and got it covered got it hidden,
It wasn't easy but took long that mistrust was all of sudden.


Wasn't too long before I forgot what I was in Real,
What kept me so alive and made me so human,
But I promised to never love or better was that deal,
Cause soil on my desert was just all wet then,
I poured the hatred inside and replaced what all was saddened,
I didn't ask for it but that love was all of sudden,

Smoking that weed all day and break them building of emotions,
Crushing the memories under the ceiling wasn't enough,
So I crushed off my feeling's illusion,
I wasn't doing it cause I wanted to be tough,
Its not about my turning tables, but its about how its Burdened,
And it ain't no one night of change and ain't all out of sudden.

I lifted the truth all my life,
The weight of the regrets aren't just big,
Instead I'd go hold a knife,
Hold it closer piercing inside my rib,
Giggling Gagging ain't my stuff,
And pushing everyone just not a cliché,
I have a reason of doing so just not trying to one rough,
Cause fate's not good and mates all douche,
Just not loving cause I am not begging to its pardon,
Hearts just pumping blood and this love is never a sudden.

Tears roll down till you soak wet and you feet's all cold,
That throne to be conquered isn't my show to be done,
Cause my story ain't a fairytale and its not to be told,
Don't cry for me baby I am not worth a Run,
Cause my misery be the pain that you won't gain,
Cause my tears are water and the season is always the Dry Rain,
It how its always have been and how its suppose to happen,
Cause I'd be the same all broken and my fixture is a myth never would be in calm or All Of Sudden.