GentleMean

So I want to Introduce the word I so Discovered in a Person I have known since I took my First Breath.

GentleMean: The Face With Gentle Smile, The Eyes With Happy Lies, The Tongue With Sweet Denies, The Heart that Could Not Survive.

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Getting the spades of Ace,
But not a single heart to get me alive,
The reality kept hidden between the lines or space,
But not a wheel of sanity that you could drive,
Gone far rolling my eyes to the back of my head,
Kicked fate farther to get the blame instead,
Did things not for self but for others not to be seen,
Still Was called inhuman, rude and Gentlemean.

Say no more the words you got inside all compiled,
Act no more for the selfless love of mine,
Do no more for the care from inside you so exiled,
Cause baby I'm no Magic to Not feel,
And not the silver you expect me to shine,
But you still rule the institution of denial,
And the Syllabus of obsession you dean,
I used to have feelings and love,
Then baby you went naive and I became the Gentlemean.

Laughed at me when I kneeled for your care,
Oh you showed no mercy when I cried,
Now when my Rain's all Dry,
I stand here with the Heart all barren and your eyes showering Cries,
I remember the times my hands were wrapped around your waist,
But all you were thinking was about the lust and how I taste,
When I had the love all pure and your presence was all I required,
Now got turned into a Man with all lust but no love acquired,
You turned your back just to hurt me when I was keen,
I laughed all the pain out and learnt to be the Gentlemean,

This Gentlemean can never love or be in one,
Even with the purest heart,
Just like you I had them many,
Them all with tricks to play the heart,
But then just one day It just hit me,
The hit that I couldn't deny,
Became the one with all the coldness,
And all the hurt that I could not defy,

Cause Baby I am the Dream that many want to be in,
But I am so dead that can show nothing but the Person all GENTLEMEAN.